| this is were i belong |
[Oct. 16th, 2011|12:54 am] |
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sorry i havent been around or written in a very long time i just moved to salt spring island B.C. and i am having a blast i feel like this is were i really belong its a grate feeling i miss my friends in toronto but i know that the city is not for me and never really was but i stayed any ways and met some amazing people but it was time to move on :D |
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| dear mister right not mister wrong |
[Apr. 17th, 2011|09:57 pm] |
I have been surching and surching for you for a very long time still haven't found you yet I hope
one day sooner rather then later that I will I know life and love are not easy and not fariy tales but I hope you exsist I have heard that their is some one for each person but who really knows some times I feel like giving up on love
yours trully lovers-see |
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| your face |
[Dec. 12th, 2010|08:16 am] |
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I wish I never met you never never loved you spent
All that energy and time on making us work now I will have to
See your face all over toronto with a women you don't love don't care for have kids that
You don't want you tolled me you were to scared to have kids
And to get married when you new all along that's what
I wanted so you dumpt me and now the joke is on you
Thanks to your parents |
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| one more day after today to go before i turn 29 i have learned so much |
[Dec. 5th, 2010|08:52 am] |
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You can write a letter to your self when your a littel kid and hide it but don't map your life around it if I knew what I know now some of it came true some of it hasent but that's fine I guess this is life saying wake up your life is still going on don't map your life go with the flow no matter what |
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| my hart is broken just as everything seems good again you had to brake it |
[Mar. 7th, 2010|10:24 pm] |
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my grandmother has been in the hospital for 2 weeks she almost died 2 times she got depressed and she stopped eating and seeing people but the people at the hospital fixed her up so she will be ok i hope but right now my hart is broken again i thought i was going to lose my grandmother who i love so so much but now that my grandmother is better my boyfriend decides that he dosent think we have a future together any more so i lose him and now my hart is broken i feel like crap i have felt this way for 2 weeks now and now my boyfriend just had to do this when everything was fine and i was no longer stressed out of my mind and spending time working and going to the hospital back and forth and seeing him and now this shit comes when it poors it rains and right now i cant take the rain any more i cant take this shit this stress any more please no more rain please stop the rain from coming down on me |
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| sorry i havent written its been a while |
[Aug. 24th, 2009|09:26 pm] |
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work is going really well i feel more in love with my boyfriend every time we see each other even though he has taken on an extra job at work on the weekends he still wanted to see me this weekend no matter what then we both got sick me with a cold and him losing his voice it was wired our bodys i guess are saying slow down and rest and its a good idea to the only thing i hate about going to visit him and stay over is the bus ride from young and eglinton to his place the bus drives are ass holes
most of the time for example there was this drunk guy and he was hammerd and he had a hole thing of unopend caronas
i was going to see my boyfriend last night and the guy was after any lady even if she had her man with her or any guy with her he was after any women including me i tolled him to fuck off but insted of doing that and just leaving any one who said fuck off to him he came on the same bus i was on and tryed to grope girls and women on the bus i went to the very back so he couldent do anything to me and every time i saw him trying to get to a women i would tell them to come to the back
and i yelled to the bus driver to stop the buss and i tolled him he is harrasing women on this bus and you know he is drunk let him off the bus he is only on here because women are on here but the bus driver wouldent stop and all the women who were left when i was getting off were scared of him
it was scary i know people who work for the ttc have a hard time and everything but at least if some one tells you that they are being harrassed that you would do something insted of nothing except driving on |
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| its been a long time since i have been on here sorry i have been busy |
[Apr. 30th, 2009|11:45 pm] |
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i have been working my ass off i also have been sick on and off due to the weather and seeing family and my boyfriend and friends when i can and my boyfriend and i have been together for 4 months now whoohoo :D on tuesday we talked for an hour on my cell phone and he asked me what i wanted from india he left on a plane to go there today for his youngest sisters wedding he will be back on may 18th and i miss him already oh so when he asked me i said a necklace or a ring and he said he was allready getting me that no boyfriend has ever done that before never asked me when they have gone on a trip or anything he is diffanitly the one for me no one else :D yay at 27 years old i have finally found the one it feels good and we are going away this summer for a bit and thats also a first for me i have never done that with a boyfriend before |
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| i am so so happy |
[Mar. 14th, 2009|10:12 am] |
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this is the first time a boyfriend has ever wanted to meet my family in any way
this is just the first step my father added my boyfriend to his friends list and i let my boyfriend know and he added my father back
its a huge step and i am really happy
:D |
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[Jan. 31st, 2009|07:32 pm] |
first they waited 3 months to tell me they were pregenant and then now she is no longer pregenant and now they waited a month to tell me that and they are no longer pregant but that i have to fucking move out still because a friend of theres is moving into my room and all his shit is in our living room
fuck and its reminding me that i have to move out
i cant take this shit any more |
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